Snarky little one............
It's been a while since I wrote. It's been a process of fighting demons in my head, in my heart, and in my relationships. Growth of emotions has got me to a point where I can write. Old habits die hard is what creates the block of writing. The monsters in my head are fighting my sanity to gain control. My sanity is getting tired. So damn tired. Seasonal depression is a bitch. It's often the strongest part of my brain when the days get colder and shorter. I am fighting the monsters in my head while taking care of kids. I am playing lawyer, and advocate. I am still apart of groups, I am still an election official. I am still doing training for that, workshops for some of the other things I do because it feeds my soul, and trying to stay sane. Recently my biggest struggle has been bullying. I would think at almost 40 that this wouldn't be such a big deal, but it is. When you grow up in a small town, I think it hurts worse. There are less places to hide. There are less c