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What is a friend?

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I have sat on the sidelines for so long, I don't remember what game I am waiting to play. This is how I feel about 90% of my friendships. If I am good enough to be your friend during hard times why shut me out during the good times? How come I get you at your worst? Why am I not worthy of your best? What does this say about me? What does this say about you? There are people I will love forever. They are people who I am honestly just cool with being passing friends, BUT if you hold my secretes, and I hold yours, we are not passing friends. I expect more from these people. I want to be liked so bad sometimes I let people in who I shouldn't. They use me and drop me. They don't seem to acknowledge the good I have done for them. I am easily replaceable to these people. Then when they grow tired of the replacement,  I let them back into my world, because that is what friends do right? At what point in a friendship do you walk away? How do you set up boundaries? I h