2020, of all the damn years.
There have been some thoughts rolling around in my head again, and I think I need to get them out. I might swear a wee bit, because well I fell it is warranted given the last six weeks. I will start here and then move on to the deeper stuff. I find great amusement, that out of ALL, and I mean ALL the shit I have been through, it was the year 2020 I get an ulcer. Of all the moments to get it, it is the year I invested in myself, and really attempted to take care of me and becoming healthier. THIS is the moment, I get a freaking ulcer. 2020, you owe me a beer, no a pretty drink in a fun cup, heavy on the alcohol. I have learned that I tend to let people in who are "broken", who like me need someone else to be there for them. I however tend to let the wrong people in. I give too much, and it's exhausting. My mom refers to these people as emotional and or energy sucking vampires. To my surprise, this year, I walked into a little group of people, who actually give a shit.