Hello

I have started this piece and deleted it a million times in my head, and four times in my attempts to get the right words. You see I find myself in new territory. I find myself struggling not to go backwards. The new me, this me, is trying really hard to stop and think, and if my kids ever read this, yes children, same thing I tell you. I told you I understood, and it's because you are me, in some way or another, ALL THREE of you have me in your personality. This new me is learning to set boundaries, and not to need the last word, I love having the last word, but it shouldn't be at the cost of someone else's feelings or emotions. I don't have to be an ass.  I did something this week, I was so excited. I posted about it on Facebook. It was something positive. It was something I never thought I would do. It was something that almost didn't happen because I let other people get in my head.  I'm not sure where my post took a turn, I am not sure why peopl