Hello

I waited a while to really write about this just because well we were waiting to see if it was going to work. It hasn't been easy, it has been a lot of trying to line ducks up, and you know the thing about lining up ducks they always wander off. So we had to chase a few down. So far the lack of funds is kind of stressful at points but it is NOTHING compared to the stress we had before. The leap of faith left us poor in the pocket but rich in family life. I can't say as if this is how we really wanted to live, yes some bills are going to be late, yes we are going to need to save our tax return and life off that money at some point in the next coming year, but the love in the house is there. The boys seem to feel less stress, things are coming into a good rhythm. I have accepted the fact that the oldest child will always be my wild card, and it will never be easy, or predictable. I also see the need to give him responsibility in things HE wants responsibility in. So cooking c